Monstre Sacre


When I look back on my life, it’s not that I don’t want to see things exactly as they happened. It’s just I prefer to remember them, in an artistic way. And truthfully the lie of it all is much more honest because I invented it. Clinical psychology tells us arguably that trauma is the ultimate killer. Memories are not recycled like atoms and particles in quantum physics. They can be lost forever. It’s sort of like my past is an unfinished painting, and as the artist of that painting, I must fill in all the ugly holes. Make it beautiful again. It’s not that I’ve been dishonest. It’s just that I loathe reality.
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Clear your mind here

"That’s the problem with putting others first; you’ve taught them you come second."

- (via angiellehcim)

"One day I just woke up and realized that I can’t touch yesterday. So why the heck was I letting it touch me?"

- Steve Maraboli  (via t-h-e-w-i-l-d-ones)

(Source: psych-facts)

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